Sunday, December 19, 2010

Such a wonderful sound!

Just a quick one. I went along to the Doctors today for an ultrasound referral, and ended up getting to listen to the heart beat! Yay!! It was really wonderful to hear. The little reassurances like bumps and a heartbeat make me feel like everything is going just fine.

We're booked in for an ultrasound at Werribee on the 4th of Jan. Can't wait to actually see the little one when it actually looks like a real baby and not just a flickering blob like we saw at 6 weeks.

Midwife appointment is on Friday, so it will be good to sit down and talk over things with her.

oxxo

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Starting to feel better

I'm now 17 weeks along, and things are starting to look up. I'm not sick nearly as often as I was, and it seems now to only be bad when it's hot and humid. Too bad we're in summer now! Thankfully the weather has been mild and I should be well over being sick by the time it gets really hot.

Had an adventure over the weekend, headed off to the Meredith Music Festival (I bought tickets before I was pregnant) for a couple of days of camping, good company and good music. Had a ball! Even though I couldn't be right up the front of the crowd like I usually am, I was lovely to watch and enjoy some fabulous artists like Neil Finn and Sally Seltmann perform. I was definately a piker and was in bed around midnight both nights, but it was cold, windy and rainy so it would have been yuck to stay out anyway. I certainly enjoyed listening to the Dirty Three and Little Red from the comfort of my tent.
Bunny got his/her first bit of festival merch, it was way too cute to pass up on -



I'm really starting to really show in the belly stakes now. Sheesh, If I'm this big already I hate to think how big I will be at the end!! I've barely put on any weight, but nothing fits me anymore. Maxi Dresses will be my best friend over summer I think :). Here's my first belly pic anyway...


Good news is, I'm starting to feel little flutters, not very often, but sometimes it feels like there's definately something bouncing away in there. How cute! That's all from me and Bunny now.
oxox

Sunday, November 7, 2010

12 weeks along

Wow! It's been longer than I thought between posts here!

Where do I start? Since last post I've -
  • Met my midwife, Susan Currie. She's really lovely and I'm looking forward to have her share our journey. 
  • Told nearly everyone I know (far too excited), and have had lots and lots of lovely comments. 
  • Been sick, tired and completely over it on many occasions. I hope that magical time when the sickness and tiredness just lifts comes really soon.
  • Have been crazy busy with production and opening week for Dirty Rotten Scoundrels which is quite possibly the last show I do with Williamstown given I'm due when the next show is on and then I'll have moved away. :-(
I did some baby shopping yesterday at the Reuse it Baby market in Williamstown. Dear Georgie from the theatre came along and I think she had more fun shopping than I did!! So now Bunny has a whole bunch of gorgeous clothes, shoes and hats. I'm finding it really weird to go shopping. I know what I want and need, but I can't seem to actually buy it when I go near a store. I spend ages wandering aimlessly, get a little overwhelmed and walk out without buying anything! Maybe it's my subconcious telling me I don't need to buy lots, and to make do with what we have.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Telling time

Hi gorgeous girls!! I thought it was about time to break the news. I'm far to excited to hold on to it any longer! That and if I didn't say something, someone else would have spilled the beans (mum and dad I'm looking at you!)
Also off to tell Adam's folks tonight, although they already suspect we're either announcing a baby or a wedding, and they're pretty sure it's not a wedding. hehe

I'm at 9 weeks now, and I haven't been ill in a few days which is awesome. Went to the GP for my checkup and all was fine and dandy. Asked about things that would prevent me from having a natural birth (or exclude me from the homebirth program). Nothing was showing at the moment as all my blood tests came back great, my blood pressure it at the low end of normal, and much to my delight she said I wasn't in the high risk catergory for Gestational Diabetes, which was my only real concern due to my weight and family history. Phew!

Bunny went to it's first rock concert over the weekend. I think it's going to grow up liking Powderfinger for some unknown reason :)

Still very tired but forcing myself to get plenty of sleep. A bit hard with work & band & theatre, but I'm getting there.
Ciao!

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

A week of Spews

Finally morning sickness (all day sickness) really struck. I've spewed at least once a day, and contrary to the name of the 'sickness' it always seems to be at night time. I'm also ridiculously tired, and on many days have had to pull over while on the road for work and have a nap. eek! I just feel crappy all the time, but it's worth every minute, so I keep getting told anyway. :)  I honestly can't wait for the end of 13 weeks. Hopefully I'll start 'glowing' then.

Adam was away for most of this week up at Bathurst for the car races, so I've been home alone. It's been really hard to sleep without him home! And he's off again for work for another few nights, so I think I'm going to have to break out the rescue remedy and aromatharapy so i'm not falling asleep at work.

Oh and I broke my 'no buying stuff' rule. After getting some maternity pants for work and a wire free bra for comfort reasons, I wandered in to Pumpkin Patch, which was having a sale (first bad move). I picked up a few things, then put them back until I found a beautiful green baby wrap with little leaves on it. It looks like something a gumnut baby would be wrapped in. And then how could I resist a little red and white striped jacket with a bunny on it!! Bought them right away, and as soon as I got back to the car, I started bawling my eyes out. It all just seemed so real, I really was going to have a baby. It was such a happy cry.

That's enough today, 'til next time...

Sunday, October 3, 2010

It's there alright!


There's the little bunny! So so tiny, but it's there!!!!
We even got to see a heart beat which made me and Adam smile lots. Just as suspected we were at 6 weeks, 6 days at the time of the scan.

Broke the news to my family who are all really excited. Mum and Georgie had tears.

7 weeks 2days at the moment. Now to push through the next few weeks of all day sickness and hope this little bunny is a sticky one.

Monday, September 27, 2010

Bleugh...

I'm desperately trying to fight the fuzzies today!
Over 6 weeks now and I haven't quite thrown up yet, but the nausea is constant, awful and I feel like I could at any time. The only thing stopping me is eating, and I alway seem to be hungry. I've already chewed through the wholegrain rice crackers and the cookie I brought to work today. I'm glad lunchtime isn't too far off coz I'm about to eat all my roast vegies too! I don't think anyone would notice if I went for a quick nap under the desk would they?

Started working on the baby budget the other day. The Homebirth program with Sunshine means we won't have to fork out thousands on  medical bills which will help a lot. Otherwise I was well over $5000 just in furniture, prams, nappies and all the other bits and pieces that come with babies. eek! I think I'll start trawling the Childrens and Babys markets and pick a few things up second hand. I guess I'll try making a bunch of things too. I did promise myself that I wouldn't buy anything until after 12 weeks, which I am sticking to so far. However I did finish a little quilt that I had started making ages ago. I love it, and it now covers my belly when I'm on the couch.

Dating Scan this Friday, then I'll make the big announcement to the grandparents-to-be. Hopefully I'll have a little picture to post here too. :-)

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Oh dear... that was unexpected!

Adam and I had planned on starting a family this year, but we had a few boundaries. We couldn't give birth in Fire Season (random I know, but given our line of work, Adam wasn't happy with the prospect of never being home for kids birthdays. How sweet!) and we wanted to get our house well underway.

After stopping the pill for completely un-babymaking reasons back in January, I was getting rather annoyed with my completely messed up cycles, just like I had as a teenager. A visit to the doctor, a blood test and an internal ultrasound later I was diagnosed with Polycystic ovaries. While this isn't a barrier to having kids, it just make the whole process a whole lot more difficult.

About 2 weeks after the diagnosis, I'm bitching and moaning because I'm in pain and can't wait for my period to arrive (more than 60 days since my last one no less!) A couple of days of this and Adam tells me to pee on a stick. I assure him that these are all normal signs for having my period with PCOS. Early the next morning I figure I should just to the test anyway, if nothing else it would prove Adam wrong.

Then come 2 pink lines. Oh dear...that was unexpected. I'd been talking myself out of the idea of having kids for the last few weeks. I didn't know what to feel. I was in shock. Crawl back into bed with Adam and show him the test, and it was as he had expected. How on earth he saw the signs and I didn't I don't know.
I Spent the rest of the day in shock. It started to sink in over the next couple of days and now I'm just excited.

I've spoken with the Midwives at Sunshine Hospital about having a home birth, and now I'm waiting to hear back from them. I've seen my GP (who was as shocked as I was!) and will be getting a dating scan done in just over a weeks time. I'm don't have morning sickness (yet!) but I do have a sore belly and back, and need to pee all the time. I get the occasional bout of nausea but it's nothing that a couple of dry biscuits can't fix.
I THINK I'm at 5 and half weeks, but the dating scan will sort all that out.

NO baby shopping until after 13 weeks. It seems like a lifetime away right now . I know it will all have passed by too quickly once the little one arrives, but I just can't wait to meet this little bunny!

Answers to frequently asked questions....

Birthplace? All going well, At Home, with the option to transfer if needed.
Finding Out? No, not at the moment. I like Surprises.
Testing? Only the bare minimum. I don't need to know beforehand if it could be downs syndrome, as I'd keep it anyway.
What do I think it is? This week I think it's a Boy, or Twins.
Names? The list is a mile long, I'll let you know some favourites a bit later. Right now, it's Bunny.